Post by abomb on Mar 28, 2009 12:22:24 GMT -5
Well, I've fallen into exactly what I had hoped to avoid by canceling my previous account. This blog format maybe got me there more quickly, but it was inevitable. You can never really go back, which is a dilemma in a round world.
I wish Love Complex (which is completely unconnected with Lovely★Complex, by the way) were something I really could have shared. If by some bizarre chance it ever gets a subtitled release, check it out. Having lulled audiences into thinking it was just a slightly more surreal version of a typical TV romantic comedy, it became a rather intense study of love as a dark obsession. A trap more than one character falls into is responding to the loss of a loved one by torturing others for not being that person. I'm falling into that myself, at least on this board.
Yuuto has started speaking, in Japanese of course. I learned today that he's saying "apple," but five'll get you ten it's really "appuru." My own sense of being cheated out of seeing him grow up is hard enough, but the sense that someday he'll have needed me or something he could only have learned from me is harder to live with. That door seems ever more firmly closed. I just wish my hand weren't caught in it.
Thanks for letting me visit, and sorry 'bout the mess on the carpet.
So many members or those close to them are going through tough times. Hang in there, and good luck. There are a lot of old members I'll really miss, too many to name but I hope you know who you are. There are also a lot of promising new guys I'll regret not getting to know. Whatever a dentist is, I hope someday that you're the greatest.
I wish Love Complex (which is completely unconnected with Lovely★Complex, by the way) were something I really could have shared. If by some bizarre chance it ever gets a subtitled release, check it out. Having lulled audiences into thinking it was just a slightly more surreal version of a typical TV romantic comedy, it became a rather intense study of love as a dark obsession. A trap more than one character falls into is responding to the loss of a loved one by torturing others for not being that person. I'm falling into that myself, at least on this board.
Yuuto has started speaking, in Japanese of course. I learned today that he's saying "apple," but five'll get you ten it's really "appuru." My own sense of being cheated out of seeing him grow up is hard enough, but the sense that someday he'll have needed me or something he could only have learned from me is harder to live with. That door seems ever more firmly closed. I just wish my hand weren't caught in it.
Thanks for letting me visit, and sorry 'bout the mess on the carpet.
So many members or those close to them are going through tough times. Hang in there, and good luck. There are a lot of old members I'll really miss, too many to name but I hope you know who you are. There are also a lot of promising new guys I'll regret not getting to know. Whatever a dentist is, I hope someday that you're the greatest.